More time with Matthew

I was able to spend a few hours with Matthew this weekend. You can click on the picture for a closer look.

I am getting closer to finishing this painting and yet with each stroke I know that there is nothing that can bring him back to us. I will only be able to view this reminder and remember the time spent in prayer for his family and friends. With each day, pain is lessened but that certainly doesnt mean he is being forgotten, that will never be. I know that when we lost Phil's mom, it was well over a year before we could talk about the memories without crying, there were all those "firsts"; the first birthday, anniversary, holiday, all events without her for the first time. I know over the next few months as the holidays come screaming around the corner that there will be smiles through the tears. I will continue to pray for Cindy, Ken, Roy, Martha, Michael, Max, Chelle and their families, I hope you do as well.